It's the worst feeling one can feel. Being left out, while everyone else are having fun, and all you can do is stare at them enjoying the fun that you can't enjoy.
I feel like being left out of the fun because of religious restrictions and cultural taboos prevented me from participating it. Actually, yes, I still can; however, it's dangerous, considering that my religion marks just about anything that is considered fairly normal in the West as taboo or sinful.
I also feel like being rejected by certain friends because they declared that they'll only chat with their circle of close friends. Apparently, to them, I'm just a mere "outsider" friend. It's not that easy being able to befriend some of the most awesome artists in DA and FA, because many are so clouded by their online popularity that they just pick and choose who gets to be their "close friend" -- often fellow popular artists like them -- while ignoring the rest.
I'm sorry for making this as my first picture of the year 2013.
Regardless, I've been meaning to draw something like this for sometime. Also, instead of my usual vector-based Flash art, I drew this entirely within PhotoShop. Do you think I should've used Paint Tool Sai instead? It's also the first time in 1-2 years since the last time I plugged my old Wacom Sapphire tablet to my computer.